OMG!! WE LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH (: <3 
Friday, June 29, 2007 
had swensens . (: haha .
EARTHQUAKE !!!~
haha . and i realised that i should get MORE tee shirts and pants or whatever .
and dress like a DECENT GIRL . (:
if you wna know why , ask me in msn (:
alright . then tday nothing much in schoool luh .
hmm . monday gg out w xiaomin and co. ! (:
Thursday, June 28, 2007 alright . lessons as usual .
god . im banded to the band one class for english and my teacher is MR EDWARD .
LIKE SOO WOW RIGHT ? i told miss maz im probably gna drop to the 4th band . ahha
actually there's only 3 bands luh . (:
then after sch , 3 commitment won for our inter class soccer match !
YIPPPEEEE YAY YAY !
haha . im gg out to plaza sing for a dinner w all the LIFE 4 people .
only me nd xiaomin can make it . what a waste ! LOL.
Tuesday, June 26, 2007 well , had lessons tday .
nothing much . SYAFIQ'S GETTING MORE ND MORE VIOLENT .
MY HANDS WERE LIKE REDDDD TDAY AND MY HAIR WAS BEING PULLED TWICE .
goddd , i swear im being tortured by him :C
BUT , HAHA , of course , i BEAT HIM BACK LUH !(:
then after sch , celebrated lijuan's birthday and chatted for VERY LONG very haowen nd xiaomin .
THEY SAID I LOOK LIKE FEMALE RUGBY PLAYER ! wth .
cos i kept saying i wna play either basketball or badminton if not , RUGBY .
they said that the coach wont let me play . and i told em' i'll just tell e coach i wna join rugby !
lalalala~
SAY SO MUCH , the two lazy bums still didnt want to play . ASSS !
tmrw sch will end at 11.30 for me as ive got course . DUMB!
GNA DO MY CHINESE AND GEOG PROJECT SOOON :CCCC
Monday, June 25, 2007 went to school , play a fool . HAHA .
and ya , had to PRESENT my trip to thailand to my DEAR CLASSMATES .
ahah . and discussed about our charity bazzar thing .
ive gt a new maths teacher , MR CLEMENT TAY .
LOL . he's kinda like easy going .
and i get air con for maths lessons now . HOORAY !
i think i should bring sm candies to sch cos you'll get sleepy after awhile in air con room .(:
after school , chian yi tricked me w her pen .
she asked me to write my phone number down .
and TA DAH , electric shock . haha .
dumb dumb !
laa dee dum !
i SOO WANNA get myself into some courses or whatever .
dance , musical stuffs or simply just some random helpouts at sm old folks home or whatever.
or maybe i should get myself some tuitions ?
haha , i just want to get myself occupied you seeeeeee.
or should i just find a job ?
urgh . can somebody just tell me what should i do ?
& i get oh so fucked up when i see him attitude-ing me .
urgh . WHAT A BIG HAHA TO SHIYU AND HER LIFE !
it just kinda irritates me when i feel like doing something
but i just CANT do it because of some reasons .
I PROMISE MYSELF THIS DEC HOLIDAY I'LL GET A JOB , HAVE A CHALET , ATTEND A DANCE COURSE , OUTINGS W MY FRIENDS AND MAYBE ANOTHER OVERSEAS TRIP !
I WNA GET MYSELF OCCUPIED , I DONT WNA STAY AT HOME .
HAHA . H-O-M-E ? HOUSE-OF-MANY-EVIL .
BLAHHH . SHIT ! jiejie's gg hongkong sooon .
laadeedum ! sometimes i just feel like hiding at one corner and cry my lungs out !
but i know , i still must face reality somehow .
Sunday, June 24, 2007 LAST MIN . haha . did A BIT only luh . cos wasnt rlly in th mood .
had a small chat/bitching/gossip or whatever you call it W MY TWO GFS .
seixiaomin nd loksuyi ! haha !
then discussed a lil about th charity bazzar thing and our installation thing .
suyi's sister help suyi w her ZAO JU thing . something like synthesis ?
haha . and it made us laugh like some mad people . cos her chinese was like HOHOHO .
acc xiaomin to 883 to get her foolscap and HOME SWEET HOME .
is it me or is it you ?
Friday, June 22, 2007 today ;
went to east coast w raymond , xinen , tiongda , baosheng , rongsheng,
gerald and ME ME ME ! hahah .
played around and all . then headed to parkway .
had dinner nd walked around .
rs said i changed A LOT except for my height :C
haha.i dont know if its true man .
oh well , school's re opening in two days time .
and i dont intend to do any hmwk .
cos' HAHAHHAHHA , I AM LAZY .
oh ya , and there's this weird uncle in the bus just now .
he keeps peeping at what bs is typing .
and after tht , he'll turn to me and stare at me .
HOW DUMB LUH ?! zz .
blahhhhhh . XINEN ; I WANT MY PHOTOS !
Thursday, June 21, 2007 ive actually learnt a lot of things from the thai kids .
i never knew that a hug would mean THAT MUCH .
maybe because the kids over thr , they dont know how to express love
as theres a language barrier between us . so they will just hug you
nd dont feel like letting go . but JUST BY DOING THAT , you'll feel that
youre being loved and appreciated .
I MISS THEM ALL ESP INK :C
and also , the kids thr dont care about money nd all .
as in like they dont go shopping , they dont go swensens , nice restaurants or whatever luh . the most they buy ice cream nd snacks .
BUT it only cost 5 baht luh . a few cents in s'pore.
haha . so its like they just enjoy being in th nature .
play w water nd all . life is so simple over there .
when i was thr , all my troubles,problems,frustrations were gone .
but when i reached s'pore , all the evrything came back .
LIFE ;
people who cant have nice home , lifestyle have less stress nd more freedom.
people who can nice homes , nice food nd all HAVE STRESS, TROUBLES .
Wednesday, June 20, 2007 alright , LISTEN TO MY STORIES ! haha .
my 6 days there was indeed meaningful , fruitful nd enriching.
we get to teach the students english .
for my team , we taught P3 nd P4 .
haha . the kids thr were VERY NAUGHTY .
theres quite a handful who were problematic kids .
taught them fruits , numbers , basic greetings .
theres this girl , INK , who loves me SO MUCH .
haah . she wrote my name on every piece of her drawing .
and i got three drawings frm the kids over thr but i lost two .
:( cos im too careless .
and i get to try this prata with sugar . haha . its nicer than our roti prata in singapore(:
and also , the kids kept feeding me with leaves . LOL .
in the school , the toilet was super dirty .
they did not have flush , insects are like everywhere .
our bunks were filled with mosquitos nd all .
it was hard to adapt in the beginning but after a day or two , we had no choice but to adapt . (:
when we had to leave , all of us cried like nobody;s business .
we didnt want to leave them ..
well, I DIDNT WANT TO LEAVE THE PLACE .
maybe to the other girls , they would want to leave thr as they miss their loved ones .
but for me , i had no worries and also NOTHING TO MISS .
then we also went to all the tsunami sights and all .
had this interview session w one of the survivors.
she lost her dad , her elder sis , her daughter , her niece .
her house was being "stolen" . as in like the developers in bangkok wanted to chase her out
as they wanted the piece of land .
ive indeed learnt a lot from this trip .
so much that words arent enough to express all th everythings .
so the rest will upload the pics luh (:
the moment i reached singapore ;
even though i missed my friends , my bed nd all .
i didnt wnt to come back .
cos its like ALL THE STRESS came back .
oh , and its so like disheartening to see s'pore kids SPLURGE .
urgh . i just cant stand the sight man !
can you imagine people from the other end DONT EVEN HAVE THE MONEY TO EAT
and here we are spending money like nobody's business .
GOD . i SWEAR i'll CUT DOWN ON SHOPPING SPREEES .
to those who went for the trip , remember "KAN" the small kid who had a big stomach .
its not because he's FAT OKAY , its because HE's MALNUTRITION .
ahah . till then ..
TAKECARE(:
Wednesday, June 13, 2007 hello to my dear readers behind yr screen (:
i just realised that its seems like ALL MY OTHER 6 GIRLS ARE READING THIS BLOG ALMOST EVERYDAY .
BUT NONE OF THEM SEEMS TO BLOG . :C
BABOONS~ haha . blog girls ! JUST BLOG ONLY !
to keep this blog ALIVE !!
and yeaps , i appreciate all those lil msgs reminding me
to takecare , all those bon voyage nd stuffs .
thanks lots ! (:
and I WILL MISS ALL MY LOVELY dumb dumbs :C
haha . YEAH YEAH .
DO TAKECARE PEOPLE .
MISSES *
Tuesday, June 12, 2007 alright . meet up w keith , brandon , tianfah , glen , suyi this morning .
watched shrek , played bowling . god , i suck :(
the balls are jst soooo freaking oily . geeeeks !
then then went to far east . meet up w xiaomin , vivian , jo , raymond . xiuyue came nd meet us for a short while .
walk around , went to bugis .
walk nd walk . toooook neos (:
haha . LOOKS AT RAYMOND XD
aha ! then back to cwp , acc xiaomin get her stuffs .
AND ITS LIKE I GOT NOTHING :C
how DUMB can it be ?
woops . im glad that im leaving s'pore .
im glad that ive NO WORRIES .
IM GLAD THAT I CAN FINALLY LET GO ALL MY BURDENS FOR 6 FULL DAYS
AND DEVOTE MY TIME TO THOSE KIDS DOWN THERE .
HOW MEANINGFUL CAN LIFE OVER THR BE MAN !
i knw i knw , you guys will miss me like nobody's business . :D
so TAKE LOTSA CARE PEOPLE .
SEEN YAA !(:
Sunday, June 10, 2007 laaaadeeeeedummm .
SHIYU SAYS : few more places to go before i can end my holiday mooood (:
- BEACH ( be it sentosa , east coast , west coast , whatever coast)
-POOOL ND BOWLING (once moreeeeee)
-OUTING W MY GIRLS (:
hees. ANYONE ?
Saturday, June 09, 2007 came back from east coast .
yeah ! had fun !~ haha .
saw hell lotsa people .
aitien wei shyang nd co.
peisi huimin nd co.
haha . lols . then blah blah blah .
HOME SWEEET HOME .
raymond's helping his friend sell perfume .
wanted to get one but i cnt decide .
kept changing my choice . troubled him . IM FEELING OH SO GUILTY LUH .
what to do ? indecisive shiyu !
btw , its quite cheap eh . 100ml only 50bucks (:
blahh . wanted to get into the blue BUT the smell like abit weird uh ?
AIYOOOOOOO !! i cant decide . :(
uhoh.
hais.
idontlikepeopletolikeme
asinthosebgrkind
cosiknowimboundtohurtndgethurt
sowhatfor?
andimenjoyingmylifenow
asasingle
nodoubthe'sgreat
averyniceguy
iveknownhimforlikeyears
idontknow
idontwnahurthim
andhimandhim
whyisitalwayslikethat?
alright . lets start w MY DAY .
meet up w xiaomin , huiya nd xinen .
i was like 30mins late . yups . forever late you can say ..
then headed down to orchard . walk nd walk nd walk .
lols . i saw lotsa working friends tday (: YAY YAY YAY .
then got my blue cardigan . xiaomin tooo .
xinen nd huiya gt black ones . then went to arena .
played POOOOL nd bowlingg . FUN FUN FUN .
lols . then went to norman's hse . played the stack those wooden blocks thing .
nd they kept saying that i was CU LU . rough ? haha .
even the guys are like mre gentle than me luh . zzzzzz .
then headed home .
what's the point ?
NO POINT .
ialwayshadtoearnwhatiwant
fromsmalltillnow
ineverhadsomeoneinthisfamilytotellmeimnotuseless
nothingthatidowillbeappreciated
alliyearnforisjustfreedom
freedomformetodowhatiwantedto
freedomformetodowhatienjoymost
ineveraskedforasinglecenttogetwhatiwanted
sooftenthatyouguyshavealreadygotusedtoit
youalltookallmyeverythingforgranted
whatiamtodayisallbecauseofyou
youarentfittocriticisemecosyouaretheonewhocausedallthis
depressioncryingscreaming
alltheeverythingarealreadyoldfriendstome
stresspressurescoldings
allthisarenolongernewtome
iveovercomedallthis
asmuchaspeoplethinkimstrongimmaturedimgood
inyoureyesimjustarottenapple
butithankyouformakingmestronger
and a few days back , ive just really realised that my decisions
do make great impacts on the others . im truely sorry ..
but i hink what the person is having now is perharps something more than what i could give
so i thought that maybe my decision back then was somehow right ?
though ive caused so much pain ..
URGH . MY EYES ARE BIG ND SWOLLEN
AND I THINK THEY LOOK LIKE FISHBALLS !!!
Thursday, June 07, 2007 finished my art workshop , finnalllyyyy !!
aaron TOH was super nice to buy me breakfast . HAPPINESS *
then glen brought IMPACT PEACH , xinen brought mentos lime , i brought choco baby nd jo brought NOTHING to the workshop . haha . cos ytd i suggested that we bring some stuffs to school !
LOL . haha . then we had one hr break . went to 768 mac . had milo (:
then back to IT room , chat chat chat .
after the workshop had interact stuffs .
packed all the things to bring the thai ( the stuffs collected for the tsunami kids)
and all of us had to bring bags of pens nd stuffs home . zz .
in th end , the strong xinen helped us to put in her hse . v. nice of her (: hehe.
then me nd xiaomin went to cwp . met up w haowen .
ate lunch cum dinner . walked around . then walked back to 883 thr .
chat chatt chatttt . haha . then home sweet home .
after much consideration ..
xiaomin nd i would like to go out w raymond nd co. only tmrw .
cos we dont wnt any unhappiness though all are friendly but ..
LOL . shopping tmrw (:
Wednesday, June 06, 2007 hellooo . alright . went for th art workshop tday .
entrepreneur workshop was cancelled .
ive been late for every workshop . LOL .
it seems like everyone are like so used to it luh .
tmrw is the last session . hip hip hoooooorayy !!
haha . one mre project t go nd im done (:
then after workshop went t queenstown .
AND ALL THANKS TO ME , THE CERTIFICATES FOR BEST INTERACTORS ARE DONE (:
haha . WONG RUIZHONG ND NOR SHAKILLA .
LOL . and on our way home , so many bangalas in the bus .
nearly died okay ! not kidding ! their smell are like oh so strong luh !
glen's so funny . theres this girl wooing him luh .
and he doesnt wnt to tell us who she is cos he says that we dont knw her .
then me , jo nd xinen were like OMG , how can you do this to us ?
then bullshit awhile say what we re his da laopo , er laopo , san laopo .
LOL . then glen used my name nd pictures and say that IM HIS GF . whahahha !
as a reason to rejct that girl . so funny luh . hahha .
IM GG TO THAILAND PRETTY SOOON > (:
Tuesday, June 05, 2007 HEEE LLL LLLLOOOO .
didnt go for the workshop tday cos i needa accompany my sis .
LOL . met jo for lunch . then ar ard 5 plus , my sis nd i went to amk hub .
walked around . had dinner . bought shoes again .
goddd . can someone slap me nd stop me frm buying shoes !
aiyo . before i left my house i told my sis that ive simply "neglected"
so many shoes of mine and TADAH! new shoes again . wth . zz .
haha . im gna SAVE MONEY !!!!
stop me frm gg shopping ( i knw i cant)
blahhhh . im gna spend money on pool nd bowling again zz
tmrw needa go for entrepreneur workshop cum art workshop .
how dumb right ?! hais .
LIFE LIFE LIFE EVOLES AROUND DUMB-NESS .
haha . thats jst random nonsense !
im learning how to ENJOY MY LIFE w my friends .
NOTHING LESS BUT FRIENDS .
NO BOYFRIEND ND NO NOTHING .
even the sight of any dumb suitors irks me !
you guys might think that im sick (in th mind)
but true enough , i dont trust LOVE within a girl nd a guy eh .!
Monday, June 04, 2007 hello dumbos ! hees .
went for the art workshop tday .
sitting w 4 stupid guys . izwan nvr fails to make me laugh w his dumb dumb jokes !(:
the metal wire we used is SO DAMN SMELLY . ewwwwwwww .
haha . then after that glen , shiyu , xinen , joanna , brandon , tianfah went to swensens for lunch .
hehh . then we went to yishun safra for bowling nd pooool .
im a BOWLING PRO NOW . but after glen figured out how my balls can curve they all copied
nd i somehow lost confidence nd the skill :S
dumbdumb GLEN ! hahah . im a bowling prooooo . that is of course w/o xiaomin thr :X
xiaomin is super pro kind can ! LOL . haha .
then poool . im sucha NOOOB AT IT .
any kind souls willing to teach this dumb dumb over hereee ?
hah (: then me nd xinen cabbed home .
now that ive jst finished watching CAMPUS SUPERSTAR , ive gtta tell you guys this .
M5 ; SHAWN TOTALLY ROCKS MAN !
he is so small size yet he has powerful vioce !
WOOOOOTS ! SUPPORT HIM !! (:
art workshop tmrw . :(
then meeting xinen go RUN RUN .
cos after my athsma came back . i cant even play volleyball for like more than 20mins .
its like a straight NO MORE STAMINA .
so i wna go run nd improve my stamina . hopefully I CAN THROW AWAY SOME FATS (:
heeeee . i so wna skipp (: as in use skipping rope one okay .
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL .
FRIDAY ;
POOL ND BOWLING . ANYONE WNA JOIN ME ?
Sunday, June 03, 2007 i went to fish prawns just now . sounds lame but its fun .
sounds cruel but its fun . haha . BUT alot of flies .
its like just $15 / hour so you guys can go when youre free(:
its at bishan area .
then off for dinneerrr . (:
i dont like people who speak ill of me behind my back .
ROAR ! SHOO SHOO SHOOO !
oh , AND IM DESIGNING THE EX-COS SHIRT(:
WEEETYS WEETS WEEET!!
ALRIGHT . actually i dont knw what to blog about but the urge to blog seems to be there
so HEHE (: sit back .. relax .. enjoy my nonsense !
okayy . jiejie is being sucha BITCH to dump me at home nd enjoy herself at sentosa :(
urgh . later gg out w my cousin nd aunite (:
I SO WNA GO PLAY POOL , BOWLING , SHOPPING , SENTOSA !!!!
i wonder why teachers nd MR SHINY FOREHEAD CHAN AKA OUR BLOODY PRINCIPAL
wants us to go back to school for those OH SO BLOODY STUPID STUFFS .
ART WORKSHOP , ENTREPRENEUR WORKSHOP . urghhhh . DUMBOS !
AND IVE YET TO PREPARE MY THAI TRIP SHYTS . godd .
and i bet this blog's gna be QUIET when i go for my thai trip .
but i'll bring many pictures nd blog manymany when i come back (:
hees . people ; dont think that im really finding a boyfriend okay!
i just think that its oh so fun luh . LOL . looks at xiaomin -
only she understands . LOL .
TMRW ; art workshop at 9 till 2 . 5 stupid hours !
after that gg to bugis w xiaomin to buy some stuffs .
TUES ; art workshop thn to queensway to get some certificates .
WED ; art workshop cum entrepreneur workshop
THURS ; art workshop cum meeting
FRI ; im FREEEEEEEEEE (:
so its like maybe meeting up w raymond nd co. or what .
see how it goes luh . and i needa get my thai trip necessities soon .
hopefully i can stay at home for at least 4 or 5 days this HOLIDAY .
or else mum's gna nag nag nag .
off to acc my sis watch LA BI XIAO XIN (:
Saturday, June 02, 2007 alright . went for the rotary family day tday (:
first to the old folks home then to the bowling centre .
bowling was SUPERB (: its been so long since i bowled . LAO LIAO :S
lols . peter yeo was like so pro luh . zzz . my grp gt second for the bowling competition .
suyi gt third . xiaomin was the best interactor . ( not to mention her prize )
LOL! then on our way back home , suyi did spill out some of her secrets. OOPS !
then xiaomin nd i went to bishan walk walk . bought some random keychains , chocolate , candies nd biscuit .
its like when i reach the shop selling all the tibits , i go " omg , so cute hor ?" till xiaomin cnt stand me .
so funny loh . then we went back to cwp . walked home . slacked at fushan for awhile .
chit chat . we've gt lotsa nonsense luh ! haha . ANYONE WNA BE MY BOYFRIEND ?
i find it so cute to spend time thinking of what to buy for your bf . LOL .
and i think only that part is fun . cos i like to see people happy upon receiving my gifts . LOL .
went to my aunt's house as i had forgtten to bring my keys out . urgh . dumb dumb .
slacked at her house . watch tvee .
i think i'll have to keep mysel 24/7 occupied in order to stop emo-ing .
BLAHHH ~
AND
my ENGLISH IS GOOD OKAY !!!!
bloody shiats (:
cheer up alright?.
(:
takecare.
im not sure of why my emo shits are back .
im supposed to be happy but im not .
dont ask me why , i dont even knw the answ myself .
definitely not because of what that lil brat did to me .
but because of him , my childhood memories flashed back .
i didnt have any nice , glorious , wonderful childhood .
all i remembered was scoldings , beatings and crying .
though i sound rather pitiful here but trust me , im alright .
true enough , ive no one to rely on .
i just realised that ; ive always been alone .
sweet , sour , bitter ; ive been through them all .
yea , ALL ALONE . i thought i was happy with the way things are .
but i was wrong ..
as i make my way back home , loneliness crept into my heart .
thinking of all the silly things made me feels so empty .
its like suddenly , im feeling that im gg through what my sis is gg through .
i feel weak . i need someone but i know , there isnt any .
all the while , its me , alone , on this track , this runway .
falling down , standing up , crying , shouting , laughing .
godd . im gna delete this pretty sooon . BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
FUCKLY ,FUCKLING , FUCKISH , FUCKIC FUCK !
Friday, June 01, 2007 ytd went out to boon lay for POOL .
yeah . w joanna nd warren . i so wna play POOOOL luh .
haha . i wna beat warren :X like YA , DREAM ON !
then jst now went to meet xiaomin for breakfast .
then walk ard at cwp then she gt a pair of sneakers frm converse .
she like happily see see then buy liao . within like 5mins . hoho .
damn it . so good to be rich luh her :S
unlike me , im so blooody baboon-ic POOOR .
haha . i dont knw what kind of english is that but , whatever (:
SINGLE-LY SINGLE-ISH SINGLE-ING SINGLE !
DUMBY DUMBO DUMBISH DUMB DUMB !
MORON-LY MORONIC MORON-ISH MORON!
NONSENSE luh shiyu ! aiyooo .
raymond , PLEASE STOP CRITISING MY ENGLISH OKAY .
your ASS HOLE NO LICS AINT ANY BETTER :X
dumbIES (:
im gg to tiongda's bbq later on . hees .
happy b'day to him (:
how i wish everyone ard me can be as happy as a baboon everyday (:
LOL . TAKE LOTSA CAREEEEEEE PEOPLE !
oh ya , tmrw gg for rotary family day and perharps shop for some thai trip stuffs .
gosh . THIRTEEN MRE DAYS TO MY THAI TRIP .
im getting excited . WOOHOOO . travelling w your bestfriends is perharps the best thing you could do (:
PLING PLONG PLANG
BING BONG BIANG
CLING CLONG CLANG !
i think this post is SHIT !
